• <- look at this lil fella

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i do not know when i will be able to walk in the land of the living again, but when i do, i will look back at you with tears in my hollow eyes. even though i may continue to drift endlessly, i will always cherish you for keeping me strong and sending me the right way. every day i spent with you was more beautiful than anything i had been before.

i will love you.
i will miss you.
i will remember you.
thank you.

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nb trans autistic furry plural system of 5-ish. occasionally makes art stuff and game things, but we mostly post dumb shit. ms paint and comic sans haters beware!


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If there's anywhere else I forgot,
search for "LeminWedj" and you might find us ;P

LeminWedj
@LeminWedj
refugee from the internet of the mid 2010s where making fun of weird people was the cool thing, who is trying to now become a weird person even though the mindset to make fun of things is burnt into the personality. never able to really be that weird.

thats what im trying to get away from. i want to get rid of the dismissive mindset that pushes people away. more than anything, i pushed myself away. i still need to figure out who i truly am outside of the bandwagon effect that came about from gamergate and dank memes about hating furries and people enjoying all the wrong things about filthyfrank and idubbz and the social norm to just fucking hate people and push each other away that was creeping up towards the later end of the 2010s and into 2020.

grace is probably a personification of the pure weirdness in me, of which i did such a good job at pushing away.


LeminWedj
@LeminWedj
and the more i fucking talk about it means the less i act on it, and if i dont act on this shit im never gonna be a freak. i need to change.

LeminWedj
@LeminWedj
pent up anger from never actually being able to be myself, both because of being so fucking head deep in the shit bath of irony and because i kept getting dragged around and told to do shit that i could not do. which combined, closeted me for 20 years and forced me to put a facade on the entire time. i took that anger out on people close to me without realizing cause i didnt know how to handle this earth shattering realization that i have autonomy for once and i can be me. thats why im such a fractured fucking mess. i had to juggle being weird, repressing, and normal for 20 years and im fucking exhausted. exhausted from being tortured for 20 years and exhausted from being angry about it for the past 2 years.


LeminWedj
@LeminWedj
refugee from the internet of the mid 2010s where making fun of weird people was the cool thing, who is trying to now become a weird person even though the mindset to make fun of things is burnt into the personality. never able to really be that weird.

thats what im trying to get away from. i want to get rid of the dismissive mindset that pushes people away. more than anything, i pushed myself away. i still need to figure out who i truly am outside of the bandwagon effect that came about from gamergate and dank memes about hating furries and people enjoying all the wrong things about filthyfrank and idubbz and the social norm to just fucking hate people and push each other away that was creeping up towards the later end of the 2010s and into 2020.

grace is probably a personification of the pure weirdness in me, of which i did such a good job at pushing away.


LeminWedj
@LeminWedj
and the more i fucking talk about it means the less i act on it, and if i dont act on this shit im never gonna be a freak. i need to change.


refugee from the internet of the mid 2010s where making fun of weird people was the cool thing, who is trying to now become a weird person even though the mindset to make fun of things is burnt into the personality. never able to really be that weird.

thats what im trying to get away from. i want to get rid of the dismissive mindset that pushes people away. more than anything, i pushed myself away. i still need to figure out who i truly am outside of the bandwagon effect that came about from gamergate and dank memes about hating furries and people enjoying all the wrong things about filthyfrank and idubbz and the social norm to just fucking hate people and push each other away that was creeping up towards the later end of the 2010s and into 2020.

grace is probably a personification of the pure weirdness in me, of which i did such a good job at pushing away.


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